Bruise me, beat me,
I am yours.
Punch my face until I'm on all fours.
Smash my head against the wall,
Watch me fall,
Then watch me crawl.
It's now a chase,
But you know I'll never leave,
As long as you keep me in my place.
Grab my neck and choke me please,
Break my legs I'm on my knees.
Treat me how I feel,
Show me pain is real.
Cut me up I am yours.

You left me with a frown upon my face
A tiny little frown that you never even noticed.
(gone)
Those tiny little eyes that you never even looked in
Have glazed over, red with hate.
(hate)
Those tiny little hands you never held
Have become clammy and consumed.
(art)
That tiny little heart you never felt beat
Has been hardened and crumbled into bits.
(dead)
That tiny little girl you thought was yours
Has grown up into a lady.
(without you)
That tiny little family you had has faded
Beyond the egdes of the word.
(you)
(moved on)

Lady luck, you suck
Playing games with my life as though I am a puppet
Get your hand out of my ass

The point is thank you

I'm guiddy in the head and I'm happy to see you
I'm calm and its so sweet

It's a calm so sweet

Stand by me and
Keep your hands where I can see them


If you cross those fingers
I might just die right there
So don't disappoint me now
Lead me blind for just a few more hours

A few sweet hours

My point is thank you.

Think of it when Im stoned
when my mind is afloat
and its somewhere and not here
Not here in this cold space

In the sun with the green
With the moon, in the blue.

Think of it when Im sleeping
when I wander into the unknown
the dream land with sparkles
With stars and lightning.


Stair cases that lead nowhere
and gardens that bloom inside.


Inside a brain with dead tissue
where the dreams disappear
they rise up so high that they
Explode
like a balloon


A balloon that has taken enough
it has done its job
and now its over
it's frail skin can't take the pressure


Pressure created to
Kill.

You're everything I'm not, but you
Have all of those qualities I wish I had,
and I'd love you, but in the back
Of my mind
I am always thinking of another.

The one who made me feel at home
In his presence.

My whole being is occupied with this love.

He occupies me, but we could never be.

Too little too late. Just like I told Daddy.
He could love me with his whole heart and still
I would remember nights like these.

Nights when I wonder who we are together.

It's like when you stabbed me in the heart
My own blood got in my eyes and now
I'm blind to what this is about.

Not only blind, but branded,
and suddenly your in everything I do.

I'm crying so hard and I hope that
It will get rid of you.

Alone am I in this crazy mix of taste, smell, and vision,
It all evokes feelings of strong presence.
Alone am I, for you see not what I feel.
You see a smile upon my face, I feel a lie upon my soul.


Alone we are because there is nothing connecting us,
Different feelings through different visions.


Do not mistake my kindness for love.
You see the way you should be treated and you fall,
I treat you the way you should be treated and I fall, but not because of love,
I fall because I am claustrophobic.


Isolated we all are,
By ourselves in a sunless cave.
Borrowing a body that does not belong.


I am not the one you think I am,
I am only what you perceive me as.
I say I like you,
You hear I love you.


Do not mistake my kindness for love.

Twisted in my blankets,
I try to be a robot, but every time I blink
I am reminded that I am alive.

I'll let my hair grow out,
So you can see how long you've been gone.

My heart is dumb,
When I'm not with you, I'm trying to be you.

I will dance on a table naked for you and when I shake my tits in your face, I hope you realise that I am a whore because of you.

Your bad habbits are my bad habbits

Every hit belongs to you,
Every drop of blood is yours.

Every time I hurt, I dedicate that moment to you.

And when I can see it all slipping away,
I just let it slide because I want you to help me.

Breif times that opened my mind.

Those times are gone, but
I'll always love the way you made me think
About the way you think.

A fling, a short visit
From the "Learn the hard way Teacher".

No one I've met before
Has been like you, and
We say every one is different, but
I've never seen it more true
Than in you.

A wall was built over night, and
Now it's like we never met, but
I'm okay with that, because
I got the best of you, and
I know it.